The day was sunny and bit chilled at night. Life takes unprecedented move on some days like this. Today, it was such a day.
Realisations are sometimes teachers for men. I spend (or wasted?) my time making others stable. In every relationship, even if we say we don't expect anything, we will expect some care, attention and love in return. But while i made my best to make them feel stable, i was loosing my edge. They never thought of me, or never found time in their buzy schedule. They never tried at least to ask whether im fine and stable. Thus i continued to make them feel safe and secured while i was loosing the soil under my foot. Hughh..
This night, i deleted my whole social media apps! No more whatsapping, no more fb chats!!! No more anything. Let all stay happy and stable. They have thier own life to live and their own schedules to finish. I understand. No complaints. Xpect tHe unXpected!!!
We need to learn say NO whenever it demands. I made the mistake again again without saying NO. I dont think that il learn that in my life.
Xpect tHe unXpected
Realisations are sometimes teachers for men. I spend (or wasted?) my time making others stable. In every relationship, even if we say we don't expect anything, we will expect some care, attention and love in return. But while i made my best to make them feel stable, i was loosing my edge. They never thought of me, or never found time in their buzy schedule. They never tried at least to ask whether im fine and stable. Thus i continued to make them feel safe and secured while i was loosing the soil under my foot. Hughh..
This night, i deleted my whole social media apps! No more whatsapping, no more fb chats!!! No more anything. Let all stay happy and stable. They have thier own life to live and their own schedules to finish. I understand. No complaints. Xpect tHe unXpected!!!
We need to learn say NO whenever it demands. I made the mistake again again without saying NO. I dont think that il learn that in my life.
Xpect tHe unXpected
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